i m going crazy soon.. despite being sick, i still tell my mom i want sweep n clean the whole hse floor.. i dunnoe wat happen to me.. lolx.. sound abit like ling'er in the xian jian qi xia zhuang.. the whole nite she helpin the inn owner clean the whole floor.. clean finish then make dirty by a-nu n yueru.. but nvm she clean again.. tis time clean liao again make dirty but tis time is by tangyu n jingyuan.. they viomited on the floor.. actually the reason she clean the whole floor is cos she dun want let herself to realise how hurt she is to breakup wif xiaoyao.. trying to keep herself busy.. she so silly..

there is a period of time i have tis thought on my head.. would it be better if one day i was to lost all my memories n start my life anew? would i be happier wifout memories? now i can tell myself tt a person wifout memories is lonely.. cos she or he have forgotten his or her friends.. lolx..

~My Melancholy~