~Melancholy Melody~
Thursday, January 14, 2010

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yeah.. finally finish all my antibiotic..

great.. i jus told my mom tt i'm tired of studying.. i told her accounting is also not wat i really in love wif.. lolx.. actually i dun really noe wat i like to study.. i dream of being a vet but i noe very clearly tt i'm poor in sci.. i like to take care of children but tt kind of jobs wldn pay much.. thought of being a beautitian but i'm not tt pretty wif not much of a figure.. lolx..

but i told my dad last nite tt no matter wat i will still try my very best to finish my degree in accounting n finance wif a first class or second upper class honors.. lolx..

tis is really studying to live man.. lolx..

12:47 PM

~My Melancholy~

Saturday, January 09, 2010

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been not feeling well tis whole wk.. the whole thing started wif a massive lao sai on sun which lead to a weird sore throat which my sis suspect to be my throat muscle ache.. it shifted from left to right and back to the left side.. tt lasted for 3days..

jus when i thought its recovering, the flu bug hit me.. i started dry coughing and had massive phelgm stuck all at my nose there.. there was no way i cld blow it out or swallow it down.. it led to a weird feeling inside my head.. its sth like headache.. but its not really pain.. its like dizzy dizzy.. like my brain lack of oxygen due to my block nose..

everything got worse on thur.. my 'da yi ma' came.. i thought it will not affect me much so i jus went to teach tuition as usual.. but my head got more dizzy and pain.. my student was super naughty tt day tt i cldn stop scolding him.. i cried when i reached home.. it was unbearable.. i really wanted to bang my head against the wall.. i didn really eat much for dinner.. went to slp after some medicine around 10plus.. didn't really slp cos i was coughing the whole nite..

i thought i will recover when i wake up but was wrong.. although i felt much better, but my head is still dizzy, my nose was still blocked and i was still coughing madly.. i told myself no matter wat muz recover as soon as possible.. so i tried other possible way.. i force myself to keep drinking water.. a gd way though but it onli minimise the dizziness..

fri nite my dad told me to go see a doc on sat morning.. i told him if eating panadol still dun help i will go see.. waking up tis morning i thought the panadol had cured my illness.. so i didn went to see the doc.. but i was wrong again.. it came bac after i wake up for like 1-2hrs.. i cried again.. i cried for being so useless.. small little illness yet i can't recover within 1wk.. wasn't able to really do my revision and assignments..

can someone teach me wat i can do.. i really cannot take it le..

10:34 AM

~My Melancholy~

||The Owner||

Name: Janice Chang
Age: 20 yrs old
D.O.B: 12 Aug 1989
Schools: CZPS, SHSS, NYP(Banking and Finance), SIM-UOL(Accountancy and Finance)

Wat i LIKE:
~ Shopping
~ Eating & Slping
~ Watch TV
~ Spend time with dear
~ Tickling dear(wahaha)

Wat i DUN like:
~ People lying to me
~ Backstabber
~ 2-timer
~ Ugly-side of HUMAN NATURE
~ Bittergourd
~ Onion
~ Spider

~ To have my very own room
~ To be with dear 4eva


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