why izzit that other ppl can always get help everywhere and anywhere but i always have to find solutions for myself? y izzit tt i have to noe as much things as possible? y izzit tt i can't even have the right to be irritated.. y are all these so?
jus coz i dun come from a well to do family? jus cos i'm not tt pretty? or izzit jus cos its my fate?
i've been working very hard.. i'm tired and helpless but i can't tell my bf all these cos he comment tt i'm always emo.. he thinks tt i've change.. no longer the gal whose smile is always on her face.. he thinks tt i always get irritated for nth..
i can only cry and ask God for help.. i noe i have a bunch of sisters by my side.. but i seriously dunno how to open my mouth and tell them abt all these things especially during tis exam period..
11:47 PM
~My Melancholy~
