~Melancholy Melody~

Monday, June 22, 2009

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first time in my life tt i dun feel happy for the gd results i obtained for my bridging course.. i passed my bridging course which mean tt i onli need to study 2yrs in uni and is exampted frm 4 units..

but i'm not happy..

i'm still jobless.. which means no allowance for uni..

miss the time when i have allowance..

someone keep saying i emo..

it's not emo-ing.. its sth i guess u still dun understand..

dun ask me.. i dunnoe how to ans u..

7:46 PM

~My Melancholy~

Friday, June 05, 2009

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stress.. tired.. exhausted..

been studying non-stop for the past few days.. studying for nxt mon and tue bridging exam..

y m i so hardworking?

cos my dad say, 'u die die have to pass the bridging exam!'

my stress came frm there.. my mom have been nagging at me to study for the past few days..

the end result is: making weird noises and tokin rubbish at nite when both my sis and my dad came bac frm work..

my sis sort of worried for me.. cos she noe my capacity for stress is very small.. lolx..

i'm scare although deep in my heart i noe i will make it de..

i seriously wonder will i be able to survive the nxt 2yrs wif accounting and finance module...

actually thought of being a beautitian.. y? cos my mom often ask me to help her dye hair (she did tt jus now) or make her nails (when my skills is seriously not tt up to mark)..

i tink i start to tok rubbish le.. lolx.. will continue to hang on till tue..

4:17 PM

~My Melancholy~