it has been quite some time since i last blog.. i pratically M.I.A from tis blog.. was busy wif my studies and teaching tuition..
had my poa n cf paper todae.. super demoralize.. although i noe i tried my best but somehow i'm still very disappointed wif myself.. disappointed tt i didn put in more effort in studying the last few lectures for cf when i had a feeling tt the paper might be concentrating on tt area.. disappointed wif myself for not being able to 'fa hui' my normal ability of doing poa..
i kept telling myself tt i did my best and tt i had commited the papers into God's hand and tt i shld trust in God.. however, i still can't help but to allow a few drops of tears to roll down my cheeks..
i dun wanna repeat any modules.. i onli wanted to get a gd degree to show ppl tt i'm at least gd at sth..
i cried..
11:43 PM
~My Melancholy~