my mood now like swing until very li hai now.. very scary also.. dunnoe wat happen to me.. but was very sad tt i have to cancel lata celebration for felicia's belated bday.. really very sry.. my stomach n hip bu ting hua la.. actually the hip pain can ren de but suddenly the stomach pain also.. somemore is on n off de.. haiz..

was very glad tt i went for the band concert.. it was SUPER SUPER nice lor.. i enjoy it so much.. at tt moment i was tinkin if during sec 1 i didn join handbell but band, maybe i will also be one of them playing.. lolx.. so cool lor..

i somehow begin not to noe wat i really wanted.. begin to lose my direction in life.. i need someone to pull me out frm tis.. wats happening to me.. maybe i watch too many sad sad shows n read too much chi novel le ba.. begin to tink deeply.. is tt the wat adults do? my auntie told my sis say i m better at choosing things n dressing myself.. m i actually very easily contented? or it depends? stress makes me want to cry everytime.. whenever i m alone.. whenever i m tired of things..

FINDING MY INNER SELF.. FINDING MY TRUE SELF..
(i tink God is trying to tell me sth..)

~My Melancholy~