i hate my younger sis.. jus becoz she finish her mid-yr liao then she bring home the da chang jin cd to watch.. i so busy now lor.. then she still want to watch at tis time.. make me cannot watch.. my mom call her to wait for me to watch together then she say, " wat if her projects nv ending how.." i hate her.. she so inconsiderate leh.. she exam tt time everybody muz keep quiet.. u make too much noise she will give u a very black face.. not fair lor.. i study tt time also nv like tt.. i dunnoe y i suddenly feel so weak.. i feel so helpless.. feel like breakin down any moment.. i behave to be very strong in front of my friends n classmate.. i feel more worse when i found myself to be grped wif a very unless guy.. a guy which dun do things in proj de.. so unlucky lor.. everything have to sort of do myself.. lucky still got bindu.. i still have to find my confidence bac for the effective oral ICA1..

i didn tell him all tis cos i dun want to add more burden to him.. recently alot of things happen to him too.. he also feel very weak at tis point.. maybe tis is the time to be stronger then b4 ba.. hope i will be able to handle..

~My Melancholy~