alot of things happen todae.. got one shld be a happy news de but it made me and gracia cry..

after i finish eldc i went over to fsrc cos gracia and jialin down there.. when i reach there, they told me i got selected for the fund mgmt course thing.. i noe tt time i was totally shock.. i was like how can it be.. my gpa 3.076 leh.. then they told me they wasn jokin and gillian got in the fund mgmt thing too but jialin didn make it.. at tt moment i really dunnoe whetehr to happy anot.. is like eventually i will still be separated frm some of my friends.. i dun like.. y is the sch so cruel to always separate us.. first is separate me frm jialin they all for tep now is the fund mgmt.. i dun like to be separated frm my love ones.. i dun like..

then on the bus tt time when i finally got some quiet time, i tried very hard to stop my tear frm flowing out but it still flow out.. i still thought onli my left eye cryin ah boon wldn notice.. but dunnoe how come he still noe.. was glad tt at least at tt pt he is by my side to comfort me.. thx dear.. i need tt alot..

then jus now tokin to gracia online then tok until halfway we 2 cried.. lolx.. really very scare tt we will be separated 4ever.. i dun wan.. i love my jie mei alot.. i dun want to be separated frm them.. i also dun wan to be separated frm dear.. y can't the sch jus let me have my way in yr3..

todae is also the day the posting for round 3 come out.. i confirm is go fsrc cos tt is my course compulsory stopover.. was abit sad when i noe tt jialin and gracia going MSC not ELDC.. nxt time i at fsrc tt time cannot go visit them.. cos MSC at downstair.. i will miss them alot..

y is all tis happening to me at one go.. i scare i cannot take it..

~My Melancholy~