feeling very weak now.. my energy lvl like stuck at 50%.. have been using too much energy todae for all the researching and tinkin.. my energy lvl now like left 25% onli..

jus now my heart suddenly beat super duper fast.. fast until i got breathing difficulties.. no choice have to sit down and try very hard to breathe.. i very scare.. i dunnoe wat happen to me.. i dun wan to go hospital again becoz of the breathing prob.. i dun wan..

dear was so gd to me.. he pei me sit 72 bac to tamp when he noe i not feeling very well.. i noe in my heart he is also tired and hungry.. but he insist of pei-ing me to tamp.. i sort of slept for the whole journey.. first time i slept so well on 72.. cos i noe hes beside me.. i noe in his heart he very worry abt my health.. dun worry dear.. i wldn let myself collapse de..

~My Melancholy~