having headache tis past few days.. massive loss of blood.. lolx.. jus now very scary.. saw my houses spinning.. faster sit down close eyes.. open eyes tt time still got abit then i faster close bac.. after tt open ok le..

got a feeling my body not as strong as last time le.. stay up late too much i guess.. no choice.. everybody also staying up late to rush assignments.. jiayou ba all my friends.. i noe we can overcome all tis de.. graduation is jus afew mths ahead.. JIAYOU!!

somehow i have been tryin to bury myself with work to stop myself frm tinkin abt wats going on in my family.. it seems to me like i drafting further away frm my family.. but i dun really noe wats going on in between tt is wrong.. haiz..

sometimes i wonder y i have to make myself look strong outside.. how i wish i was born in the past where gals dun need much education.. jus marry a gd husband can le.. lolx.. impossible for now i tink..

~My Melancholy~