i'm tired.. tired of how my dad treat me.. he completely treat me as if i'm transparent.. he makes it until as if everything tt happen is my fault.. wat have i done wrong in the first place.. is asking my allowance frm him my fault? him being unable to give me allowance frm sch reopen till now my fault? he even ask me to pay for my own mobile phone bill when i dun ven have a source of income now.. dun tell me all of tis my fault?

i m really very tired and sick of it.. i still have to worry abt all my projs and tests.. i still have to worry abt my future direction.. is like now i can't even feel the warmth a home shld have.. is tis really considered to be my home?

~My Melancholy~