~Melancholy Melody~

Friday, September 11, 2009

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my dad touched on tt topic again.. he asked me to ask ' him' to go church again.. its not as if i nv tried b4.. we always end up ' quarrelling'.. my dad say till now he dun approve 'him' jus cos of tt reason.. its not as if i dun care.. its jus tt i'm tired of trying..

i also wan him to get approval frm my dad.. but he seem not worried.. frm time to time, there have been evidence of the existance of chirst.. but somehow.. i tink i dun have de persuasiveness to let u open ur heart to get to noe more abt it..

nevertheless i will still continue to find new ways which will interest u to open ur heart to it..

JIAYOU!!!

8:26 PM

~My Melancholy~

Thursday, September 10, 2009

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First of all..

Thank God for the life i'm having now..

Able to further persue my studies.. having a tuor job for my allowance..

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i'm wondering did i exchange my true self for a chance to persue a life tt is percevied as a bright future?

i noe very clearly myself i'm not the old janice anymore.. and i can't help it..

But the new janice is not bad too.. she tinks really deep.. buries everything deep in her heart.. and finds every chance n opportunity given to her as a gift from God..

last but not least..

she noes how to be happy even when she is all alone..

i'm doing gd.. i guess i've grow up..

JIAYOU!!!

11:40 AM

~My Melancholy~